Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thank you, Jack

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
Better Lift

Rain, starting

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology


It Will Get Lighter

Today I felt like starting

really i want the internet

Lift Analysis

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

but really the thing should be autonomous

autonomy of learning

all that is to say

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

kind of mythopoesis