all that is to say

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Picture

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Rain, starting

it is hopeful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.