something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


currently

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

no longer writing in the third person

Better Lift

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

It Will Get Lighter

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

really i want the internet

"Put a blanket."