After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

13, H, grate

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

propensity within someone

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i dont understand magnetisation

i love it here

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

it is hopeful

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

yeah

thank you

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

autonomy of learning

magnetises a pin

which magnetises chains of pins

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

god being the centre magnet

i want to do that too