no longer writing in the third person


Rain, starting

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

It Will Get Lighter

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

currently

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

ahnaf abrar

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

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in a post. I want to be remembered

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

not so on: yvf(wthw)

all that is to say