Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

brb i will read and reply sincerely

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

no longer writing in the third person

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i see a website

division of reality is straying away from it

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

I am below everything.

autonomy of learning

was it worth it

Can I see

plato

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

whats your name?

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

its good

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

isaac


It Will Get Lighter

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

have you read