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no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

13, H, grate

hiding from the rain

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

currently

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

brb i will read and reply sincerely

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

It Will Get Lighter

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

not their contents