I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Rain, starting

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

13, H, grate

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

you have a beautiful account btw

in a post. I want to be remembered

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."