i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
it is hopeful
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
but i respect your search
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
lol
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
currently
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue