One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

hiding from the rain

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

13, H, grate

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

in a post. I want to be remembered

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now