Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

no longer writing in the third person

Today I felt like starting


hiding from the rain

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I am below everything.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

kind of mythopoesis

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Rain, starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

but i respect your search