I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

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it is hopeful

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

the site i am dreaming

December 2025

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

hello reader,

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Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

I am below everything.