Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

magnetisation/form

like first name

bro i read nothing in my life

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

was it worth it

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

bro i read nothing in my life

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

which magnetises chains of pins

i understand

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I am below everything.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

sorry i am texting like a slav

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation