the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


is this you as well

i understand

what do you mean

have you read

its good

feel you

division of reality is straying away from it

god being the centre magnet

or never left

that looks like my instagram account

i really havent

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

It Will Get Lighter

"Put a blanket."
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

isaac


They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.


"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

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