something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
is everyoneback on tumblr now
like magnets
isaac
god being the centre magnet
kind of mythopoesis
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
really i want the internet
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
but i respect your search
that looks like my instagram account
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
idk
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
is this you as well
i really havent
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
so an active mazelike process