the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Picture

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Rain, starting

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Worse Lift

magnetisation/form

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

sorry i am texting like a slav

its good

no i haven't really read anything

feel you

magnetises a pin

currently

i was tempted to lie about my name

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Today I felt like starting

"Put a blanket."