so at the end

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

propensity within someone

as in

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

send your tumblr

magnetisation/form

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

barren land

fw

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

idk

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

i have read not even 1 book

or never left

It Will Get Lighter

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

December 2025

i see a website

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.