i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

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mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

I am below everything.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Rain, starting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

you have a beautiful account btw

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Slug

the site i am dreaming

i love it here

yeah

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its good

hiding from the rain

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