in a post. I want to be remembered
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Today I felt like starting
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
like magnets
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
yeah
what do you mean
abrar?
is this you as well
magnetises a pin
no longer writing in the third person
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
i love it here
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
its good
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59