"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
it is hopeful
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
autonomy of learning
all that is to say
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
in a post. I want to be remembered
thank you
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
is this you as well