the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

isaac

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

yeah

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

this will be about a slug

ahnaf abrar

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

plato

is this you as well

i really havent

feel you

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

abrar?

plato

yeah

barren land

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

magnetises a pin

your feed looks like my tumblr

wait what is that

i understand

sorry i am texting like a slav

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

hiding from the rain

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

its good