the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

was it worth it

much more tactility

we can only engage in such a way

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

autonomy of learning

as in

not their contents

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its performative

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

and the fake qualifier

i have read not even 1 book

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

barren land

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike