yes

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

or never left

so an active mazelike process

It Will Get Lighter

your feed looks like my tumblr

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

fw

so the method has to be autonomous

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

hiding from the rain

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

yeah

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Better Lift

propensity within someone

so at the end

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

not their contents

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting