it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

hello reader,

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.



There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

isaac

have you read

your feed looks like my tumblr

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

not their contents

no like which do people call me

you cannot feed someone truth

is this you as well

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


magnetisation/form

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things