i understand

as in

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

magnetisation/form

was it worth it

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

really i want the internet


brb i will read and reply sincerely


part of an old note. It will get lighter.

hiding from the rain

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

you have a beautiful account btw

Worse Lift

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

and the fake qualifier

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.