you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Worse Lift

sorry i am texting like a slav

idk

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

hiding from the rain

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Can I see

so the method has to be autonomous

Picture

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yeah

all that is to say

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

feel you

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

so at the end

i love it here

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

or never left