god being the centre magnet
Today I felt like starting
Better Lift
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
"Put a blanket."
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
I am below everything.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
no longer writing in the third person
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
lol
so an active mazelike process
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
so the method has to be autonomous
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
hiding from the rain
its good
feel you
so at the end