We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes. The conversation drifts to the pleasantness of warm lighting and whether anyone needs a smart home. I interrupt her to make a joke about the French Raj as he runs up the causeway. We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
you cannot feed someone truth
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
but i respect your search
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
currently
feel you
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
lol
magnetises a pin
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
fw
i have read not even 1 book
its good short few pages
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
its good
Thank you, Jack
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
i really havent
ahnaf abrar
no like which do people call me
Better Lift
I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.