a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

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13, H, grate

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

IWGD

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

"Put a blanket."

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It Will Get Lighter

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

division of reality is straying away from it

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

sorry i am texting like a slav