Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i want to do that too

abrar?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

bro i read nothing in my life

I am below everything.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

thank you

what do you mean

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i understand

is this you as well

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i really havent

ahnaf abrar

Picture

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.