it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

currently

no longer writing in the third person

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

you have a beautiful account btw

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

it is hopeful

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Worse Lift

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

whats your name?

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

all that is to say