i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

what do you mean

kind of mythopoesis

IWGD

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

no i haven't really read anything

your feed looks like my tumblr

"Put a blanket."

its good short few pages

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

plato

i see a website

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

is this you as well

Better Lift

you cannot feed someone truth

ahnaf abrar

have you read

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

we need to be deconstructing our identities

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

no like which do people call me

its good