and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

but really the thing should be autonomous

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

It Will Get Lighter

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Rain, starting

Lift Analysis

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Worse Lift

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I am below everything.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

13, H, grate

you have a beautiful account btw

whats your name?

Style

Better Lift

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

so an active mazelike process

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

yeah

what do you think my name is

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

ahnaf abrar

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now