we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

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She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

currently

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?


it is hopeful


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

no longer writing in the third person

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Rain, starting

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

send link

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

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part of an old note. It will get lighter.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Slug


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Picture

idk

in a post. I want to be remembered