no like which do people call me

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

It Will Get Lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Rain, starting

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Better Lift

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

really i want the internet

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

yes

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?