They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

idk

Lift Analysis

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

that looks like my instagram account

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

It Will Get Lighter

i was tempted to lie about my name

we can only engage in such a way

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

much more tactility

yes

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

so the method has to be autonomous

13, H, grate

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no like which do people call me

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Slug

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03