I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.


and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

It Will Get Lighter

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

But seriously, thank you, Jack


bro i read nothing in my life

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.


no longer writing in the third person

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

wait what is that

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."