Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Rain, starting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

so an active mazelike process

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

propensity within someone

lol

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

or never left

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

barren land

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

yeah

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

in a post. I want to be remembered

your feed looks like my tumblr

its performative

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

i see a website