the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

no longer writing in the third person

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This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

isaac newton

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i love it here

isaac

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i want to do that too

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I am below everything.

you cannot feed someone truth

god being the centre magnet

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate