ahnaf abrar
i was tempted to lie about my name
what do you mean
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
propensity within someone
magnetisation/form
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
really i want the internet
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
its performative
whats your name?
like first name
no i haven't really read anything
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
no longer writing in the third person
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
"Put a blanket."