no i haven't really read anything

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

no like which do people call me

ahnaf abrar

i want to do that too

like first name

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

we need to be deconstructing our identities

all that is to say

Today I felt like starting

thank you

so an active mazelike process