It Will Get Lighter

Worse Lift

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

it is hopeful

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

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nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

all that is to say

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

but i respect your search

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

its performative

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

not their contents

barren land

autonomy of learning

I am below everything.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

so at the end

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

ion

idk