in a post. I want to be remembered
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
i see a website
ahnaf abrar
They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
isaac
ion
no i haven't really read anything
barren land
isaac newton
so the method has to be autonomous
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
December 2025
like magnets
all that is to say
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
brb i will read and reply sincerely
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?