I Write Goodbye Letter

As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

as in

much more tactility

barren land

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

whats your name?

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

hello reader,

It Will Get Lighter

"Put a blanket."

its good

wait what is that

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

god being the centre magnet