a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

ahnaf abrar

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

all that is to say

and the fake qualifier

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

as in

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

autonomy of learning

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

so at the end

not their contents

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

But seriously, thank you, Jack

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

no i haven't really read anything

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

plato

yeah


i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

that looks like my instagram account

its good

is this you as well

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

what do you think my name is

much more tactility