i dont understand magnetisation
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
no like which do people call me
i was tempted to lie about my name
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
division of reality is straying away from it
isaac
no longer writing in the third person
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it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
Better Lift
Today I felt like starting