Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

It Will Get Lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered

Thank you, Jack


i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

you know who you are. no more time, not like 1. way too specific.

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.