It Will Get Lighter

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

hiding from the rain

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Picture

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

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autonomy of learning

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

as in

or never left

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

i have read not even 1 book

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation