It Will Get Lighter

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

yeah

idk

propensity within someone

i want to do that too

i love it here

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its good

all that is to say

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

was it worth it

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

no i haven't really read anything

its good

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49



something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i understand

2 (actually index). two is company

what do you think my name is

ion

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

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