the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

no longer writing in the third person

you have a beautiful account btw

but i respect your search

Can I see

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

It Will Get Lighter

I am below everything.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

division of reality is straying away from it

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

autonomy of learning